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Psychotherapy

by Relapse

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1.
It's time to be straight To lay it all on the plate I'm psychopathic to best describe my mental state For years I've hid the way What's on my mind almost every day I've been disturbed since my birth, it only got worse I guess we're all born with some sort of curse Rapid thoughts of mixed emotions An endless cycle of going through the motions This is the part of me I thought I'd let you all see So welcome to my Psychotherapy I've never opened up to anyone About what's rattling up above So here's whats going on An aching headache that Might as well be a dead space I'm torn between sin and grace Insomnia growing every night The moment sleep becomes a fight I can feel the demon as he bites With no haven in sight It's only a matter of time Before my humanity loses the fight How does one cure my psychopathy? How do I kill what I cannot see?
2.
Agitated 03:15
Agitated, agitated get away from me Red is all that I'm beginning to feel and see Don't come near me even if you feel the need It's safer just to leave me be First things first I've got a lot on my chest And none of it has been laid to rest There's some shit that I wanna confess But at the same time it just shouldn't surface I've got a lot of things bottled up inside They eat away at me yet I still act fine but One slip up and I might snap Forcing me into a rage inducing attack So step the fuck back You might mistake all my words for being depressed But that's not the case - I'm just fucked in the head You may think of me as all sweet and innocent But my mind's racing with thoughts of violence intended So push me one step closer to the breaking point And I'll dismember you from every joint So what's it gonna be? Keep on running that motherfucking mouth and you will see that There is no peace behind my eyes This happiness is just a disguise Don't need anyone on my side When I have the devil inside You're nothing but the dirt beneath my nails This insanity prevails This hatred has gone beyond all control I'm out of touch with my soul The damage has taken it's toll Now the violence is joyful Your will to live's gone out of the window Stop acting like a king you're no fucking hero If i let you live, I'll kill your ego Leave you with nothing and make you hollow Drag you by your feet and take you to the gallows Enjoy your last breath, now fall like a domino Agitated, agitated get away from me Red is all that I'm beginning to feel and see Don't come near me even if you feel the need It's safer just to leave me be I'm a puppet held by the strings of aggression Sadism has now become my obsession Agitated, agitated such a complicated mess It's enough to eat you up and leave you in distress A different outlook that makes you view the world less The feeling that you wanna lay everyone to rest.
3.
Split 04:40
So it seems theres two sides to my identity, one loves and one hates everything An angel and devil on each shoulder, confused as to who i should be listening to. Stuck, in this battle between good and bad An endless struggle i wish i never had Trying to find out who i really am But at the end of the day i know i'm damned Do i live my life Wielding the knife? Give into the black Theres no coming back Do i give into the puppeteer of my being? A life full of unanswered questions My head stacked of built up aggression Turned to death for help, but the reaper had nothing to offer so i shot him dead Where the fuck did all this hate come from? I've always been one to just keep pushing on Tried to never let anyone disrupt my peace Now i wanna see every living thing deceased Im paranoid that i'm gonna do something dumb Maybe take all my mates out with a nail gun Thoughts switch between loving and loathing This split personality shits got me imploding How can i talk about how i feel When the fear of judgment is real So i sit in silence, trying to give myself guidance, but all i hear is the sound of distant sirens Deafening me to the point where i cant think straight, now leaving me in this dissociative state I know that i annoy, and i know i frustrate Ive always been one to make things aggravate Its time to clean my slate Please just bare with me as i make the choice and seal my fate I resemble a ticking time bomb, every second theres a chance i might go off, will you risk being in my presence, will you risk it when I explode Will you risk being in my presence Will you risk it when i explode But at the end of the day, we were all born to die So ill lend you a helping hand, of sending you to the fucking sky Perish
4.
Sadistic 03:32
I see bodies falling from the sky A visual that only intensifies I imagine the things that you despise What I think would leave you paralysed I'm a sadist to my rotten core Always obsessing over gore Laughing at your pain give me more Seeing you alive is a fucking eyesore I dream a life fuelled by bloodshed The feeling to be able to sever heads I find nothing but humour in pain Oh what I'd give to drain someone's veins Whether you're a stranger or a mate I've thought about sending you to the grave I know right now I won't fulfil what I think But when I'm around you, it would be wise not to blink So many things I want to do, so many things I want to try I wanna pry open your jaw and gouge out your eyes Make a mess of your body and feed you to the worms I'll teach you a lesson you'll never learn Yeah I'm sick in the head I know my humanity has fled I dance with the dead Don't try and be brave I've made death my slave It's so hard to behave When all I crave is the Sound of their screams Sound of them pleading Making them bleed Sweet on the outside Fucked on the inside
5.
Confined 02:54
In the midst of all my perception, lies a darkness so profound Unsure of what is real and what is fake, I hear it make a sound Echoing voices coming down the hall; The walls I swear I can hear them screaming Taunting me with their words, they feed off my fear Staring me dead in the eyes as I watch them sneer Bellowing with rage, the shadows start to shape-shift, shattering my being Descending into madness that I can't escape A living hell that's taken my realities place. So let's take a look back at my family tree No underlying mental illnesses, what went wrong with me? A perfect childhood I lived as far as I could see Only a few stages where I was left feeling empty But I spiralled down the void of malevolence The evil within took over my mindset A tragedy that my brain got led this way Only a fragile string of sanity left to remain Do I cut it off and live the rest of my life astray? A new path, new me, welcome to the devil's play So with all thats been said, leave me confined to these four walls

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Music and Lyrics by Relapse.
Strings and vocals recorded by Jacob Johnson-Firth.
Drums Recorded by Sam Gutwein at Loud Toys Studio and Lachy Pichter at Depict Studios.
Mixed and Mastered by Lance Prenc.
Artwork by Pallett Design.

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released January 31, 2020

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