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Unloved
03:18
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Unloved until the day I fucking die
Oh don't worry it's no surprise
Never been good enough for anyone
Ever since the day i arised
Walk on me
Like you're used to
Its not like it's nothing new
You make me feel weak
And sometimes I wonder
Have i got 'fuck me over' written on my head?
These days I just feel so fucking drained
Feeling like know one else is the same
Alone and stranded in this god damned fucking brain
Being unloved is poison in my veins
So give me the flick, push me away
I know its really what you want to say
Everyone leaves me abandoned and broken
Because you know i can take the pain
Everyday leaves me wondering why I'm always suffering and shuddering with no sign of recovering
Just only seconds away from crumbling
Has got me struggling and stuttering, I'm on the verge of malfunctioning
What's it going to take for me to mean something?
What's it going to take for me to stop crying?
What's it going to take for me to be everything?
I only ask but clearly no ones fucking answering
Where did I go wrong?
How do I be strong?
I really don't belong on this earth
Unloved - the feeling i get when i look in the mirror and take every breath
Unloved - will reside in my head like the voice always said till the day i drop dead
Its hard to live knowing that i wont have anyone by my side
So let the truth unfold im unloved forevermore
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Stripped clean
Of every fucking feeling
Nothing left here to keep me breathing
My soul trapped in an empty body
Left only with a hateful conscience
It toys with my every thought
Makes me believe that I'm something I'm not
Consuming me
From within
A violent dream which soon became my reality
I struggle to show any form of emotion
Just one lifeless facial expression
I just want peace in this chaotic head of mine
The voice tearing up the inside of my mind
This is the start of lunacy
Tearing every piece of sanity to shreds
Headspace clouding and now I am
Slowly sinking down into the fucking void
Cant seem to explain whats going on
Its like I am never on my own
Laying in my bed constantly in dread
Silence fills the room until I heard the voice say
Ive manifested myself in your mind
I am the reason you cant sleep at night
And also the reason you struggle with life
You cant erase me
So don't even try
Ive been here since birth
And until you die
Every word that you hear
I hope leaves you in fear
I'll laugh as i watch you shed another tear
You're pathetic, you're pointless and when will you learn?
That you are nobodies fucking concern
You could drop off the face of this cold hearted Earth
As I've granted you with the feeling of no self worth
Please help me
Slowly dying inside
Turning onto the darkside
Embrace your every thought
Do I everything that I taught
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Lunacy
04:17
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Welcome to a mindset drained of all fucking life
A place of utter hatred and disgust
Left hand with rusty dull knife
All sanity fades away like dust
Vivid thoughts start creeping
Crying has no more meaning
I just can't shake this fucking feeling
Lunacy stopping me from leaving
I'm everything that i have ever despised
A cold hearted killer ready to ignite
An inner force controlling my every move
Full force nothing left to lose
Dive into the flames you stand upon
For everything you put me through
This is only the start for me
But its the end for you
Eyes roll back in my head
Wishing that i was dead
There is no going back
All i see is the black
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Ill
04:16
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I will suffer till the end of time
Theres no afterlife awaiting me
Broken, beaten is how I will lay
Staring down the barrel of blackness
Corrupted by visions so obscene
These thoughts will never leave
They will never leave
Closed mind, powerless
Glistening as death stares
Reach out, take my hand
I feel that this is the end
This feeling has been here for quite some time
The only thing that comes to mind is die
Clouded with hate, what is there to see?
Open this cage please, please let me free
Call upon my soul, take me
Greet me with open arms, save me
Misery, engulfs me
Here I am begging on my fucking knees
As the vultures circle the weak
He who lays in defeat
Rot in the earth six feet below
Never to surface again I'm alone
Nothing but a fractured lost soul
My being, wasn't built to last
Nothing but a failure in the past
Sinking slowly, gone completely
Bound for ashes, burning glory
Set a blaze, born to burn
Weeped by no one, sent to sleep
This is ill
We are ill
The start of nothing, the end of everything
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