So it seems theres two sides to my identity, one loves and one hates everything
An angel and devil on each shoulder, confused as to who i should be listening to.
Stuck, in this battle between good and bad
An endless struggle i wish i never had
Trying to find out who i really am
But at the end of the day i know i'm damned
Do i live my life
Wielding the knife?
Give into the black
Theres no coming back
Do i give into the puppeteer of my being?
A life full of unanswered questions
My head stacked of built up aggression
Turned to death for help, but the reaper had nothing to offer so i shot him dead
Where the fuck did all this hate come from?
I've always been one to just keep pushing on
Tried to never let anyone disrupt my peace
Now i wanna see every living thing deceased
Im paranoid that i'm gonna do something dumb
Maybe take all my mates out with a nail gun
Thoughts switch between loving and loathing
This split personality shits got me imploding
How can i talk about how i feel
When the fear of judgment is real
So i sit in silence, trying to give myself guidance, but all i hear is the sound of distant sirens
Deafening me to the point where i cant think straight, now leaving me in this dissociative state
I know that i annoy, and i know i frustrate
Ive always been one to make things aggravate
Its time to clean my slate
Please just bare with me as i make the choice and seal my fate
I resemble a ticking time bomb, every second theres a chance i might go off, will you risk being in my presence, will you risk it when I explode
Will you risk being in my presence
Will you risk it when i explode
But at the end of the day, we were all born to die
So ill lend you a helping hand, of sending you to the fucking sky
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